Saturday, 14 February 2015

twenty-fourteen

22:51 Posted by dede No comments
This is actually a late post. It should have been posted early when 2014 turned 2015, but I was distracted by some random things happened. I wanna sum up 2014 in one brief post, because.. yeah gobs of things happened but it would be better if I deliver it simple.

The late 2014 was a completely wonderful year. I really meant it, there were so much emotion and pressure flowed away and hit me anyway. Such a hard year, but full of tremendous lessons. Life's good! muahahaha~ so now lemme told you some..

1. I've been spending half of 2014 on my undergraduate thesis. I feel like I am going crazy. Let's consider it learning from scratch, but it did leave a 'scratch' deep in my mind *it was a pun*. I found it hard to sleep at night, worried about the error reports appeared on my codes and program *they literally pestered me even when I fell asleep!*, hit my eyes, ears, and head on the tutorials video, and tried to solve everything in an instance. In the end, I immersed on the process. It's thrilling! But yeah, everything ended as I expected. All the things that I could said was 'Alhamdulillah, thank you everyone!'

2. My grandma passed away in the middle of June and left a deep sadness, especially on my dad. My parents took flights early in the morning, off to my hometown, Padang. If I could, I would followed them home and consoled my dad, but at the same time I didn't want to be a burden *since the ticket was expensive*. From that point on, I promised myself that I would finish my thesis as soon as possible so I could drew a smile on my dad's face despite his lost. That was the only thing I could do.

3. Nearly a month after my grandma passed away, a miracle sent to our family. Our first nephew, son, grandchild *neither my son nor grandchild of course!* ever from my older sister was born *I'm officially an aunty now muahahah*. Everyone welcomed this cutie baby boy joyfully, turned up a new vibe on our home. Yeah, people come and go. The secret of hellos and goodbyes lies on the Almighty's. There's no 'perfect timing', it's just 'perfectly planned'.

4. In September, the graduation ceremony was held. That was the moment I've been looking forward. But back in that day, I haven't yet acknowledged the struggle waiting for me on the days ahead...

5. Later on, the pressure reformed itself. Leave me to choose what am I gonna do with my life. I turned 23 in 2014 and still haven't found the answer yet, I just wanna spend all the chances God entrust me, even in the halcyon days like this..

Trivia:

I don't know whether it's proper to put this on the list, but I feel like writing about it since it 'ruined' me almost the whole year..... I discovered my new favorite musicians! *wh... what?* there are two musicians that left a deep impression on me in the end of 2013 and continued on 2014, deep to the point that I want to support them and join the fandom lol. I look for their update almost everynight *and you know it was so hard to keeping up in the middle of my thesis deadlines*. They colored up my days muahahaa~ I'm gonna write about them on the upcoming post, while I had wrote about the other one several years ago. Special thanks to Spyair and Aimer! :')

That is all from me! Let's face 2015 with a new spirit and survive this year! Bye!!

 *once again, sorry for my dull english* *bow*










Tuesday, 9 December 2014

For your Sleepless Night : AM02:00 by Aimer

22:31 Posted by dede No comments

Here's one of my favorite song that keep refraining in my head and leaving a deep impression. Thus, this is the first song ever that I intentionally translated words-by-words lol. I'm so so sorry for any mistranslation I did on the lyric below *bow*
You can read my review and deepest feeling about this track in this post. *actually, the review of AM02:00 (Haruka Nakamura La Nuit Remix)*. I was eager to wrote the review because of the 'earworm' effect this song left in me. I simply adore this song. Really.


AM02:00
Lyric by : aimerrhythm
Composed by : Nobuhiko Miyagawa
(also arranged by Haruka Nakamura for the La Nuit Remix Version)
From the album 'Sleepless Nights' and mini-album 'After Dark'

Gozen niji no sasou kaze ni sukoshi tooku koko made kita
Kirai na machi akari sae, akaku awaku nijindeita
Ano toki kimi ga itta kotoba wa mada mune de.. sou Refrain..
Kurikaeshite wa nemurenai yoru wo meguru


Kimi wo omou hodo ni itsumo nokoru no tada fuan ga
Watashi wa mada koko ni iru "Soba ni itai" tte.. Iezu ni.. nemurezu ni

Sunday, 21 September 2014

sotsugyō dattaa..

23:21 Posted by dede No comments
Yesterday, on September 20th, I officially end my college life! Yeah, graduated from the place where I put my efforts to reach my goals as a young spirit (?), ITS. It would be so sad if the day ended just like that, so I expected for something more impressive. Because no matter how fun it is, graduation or  any farewell events always left an uneasy feeling behind, especially for me.

Tuesday, 29 July 2014

the essence of 'listen to your heart, just do what you want, what you like'

01:09 Posted by dede No comments
haloo..
Happy Eid Mubarak 1435 H :) *today is Eid Mubarak of 2014! yay!*

I'm glad to be here again. So many things happened these last seven months! It's so hard to believe that 2014 had already reach it's peak.. But here's the post that I really want to spill. The results that conclude all of the things I've been worried about. I still haven't found the right answer, but at least I already sprout the root. Just got to find out how to rise it *geez what am I talking about*

Sunday, 20 April 2014

i'm on my way on.........

15:44 Posted by dede No comments
hello! good afternoon! it's 3 PM here, in Indonesia. Right now I'm working so hard on my udergraduate thesis.  Yeah, my head is on chaos now, that's why I finally redirected here hahaa~ there's a difference on writing a thesis and spilling story on this holy blog. of course!

I've been working on my thesis months by months, 'till I noticed that a year passed by. what took it so long? what have I done? where did the time flies? To be really honest, I don't even know the exact answer. Did I waste too much time on this? yes..

Monday, 2 September 2013

the melody of Chemistry

19:10 Posted by dede No comments
What's coming first on your mind when you heard the word 'chemistry'? something related to chemical elements, compounds, materials, and.. formulas? yeah, it definitely literally true. but I won't talk about it since I never recall those topics right after I graduated from senior high school. geez. what a shame, since chemistry became my favorite lesson back then..

so, what are we gonna do with chemistry? chemistry could be the another name of 'melody' or 'harmony', because here I'm gonna introduce you into a vocal group named 'Chemistry' :))) *ah bisa aja deh*

Monday, 22 April 2013

ramen woy ramen!!

01:13 Posted by dede No comments
Suatu sore yg indah, saya dengan seorang temen lagi asik nongkrong di restoran, yg menjual menu masakan Jepang. Yeay lumayan, laper setelah pulang kuliah..